I feel like ruining us with every breath I take, you don’t deserve this the reckoning of my brain. We keep digging a hole that we can’t escape.
This pain holds deep within me and I’m scared I’m infecting you, you’re holding on while I’m seeping through. I’m toxic to you
The days move slowly without you here, insecurities fill my head with doubt and fear. You could do better and I should disappear